Yea... I do have a stone heart. hiding a lot of secret and also hiding a lot of things in my life. been broken down almost all the time, but who cares... right? i am what i am. God knows me. the one and only one that knows me well enough is God. right? i'm not trying to be negative over here. but is just too much...
Been betray, been stab at the back, been untrusted, been put aside, all this SHIT happens. betray by a person that i consider close with me. stab me from behind and scare i won't die. been untrusted by the person i like, untrusted by family. putting aside all my assignment by classmates. all this SHIT... Pastor use to teach us THINK HOW. but it seems like i unable to think how or should i say unable to think at all.
been left alone in assignment that needed at least 4 person to fulfill it is suffering. a lot more jobs have to be done. i know when i concentrate i can finish it by a split second but it seems like i can't concentrate at all. too much had happen and can't seem to work it out.
too much of secret,
too much not to get shared by people.
too much stress,
too much to realize it.
too much of tiredness,
too much of releasing it.
too much of pressure,
too much to depressing it.
too much of work,
too much for me to fulfill it.
Human.... Attitude Disgust Me...!!!
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